another update

So somethings are going on and I  thought you guys should know about them 

so the first thing is that sometimes I  am about to right my blog but  I don't actually know what to write about so what I'm gonna do is that on every two weeks on a sunday I will upload a reveiw of something so like I did a review on my favourite video games 
every wednesday I will do a top 10 or 5 of something on a monday and saturday  I will just do a random post of whatever I want, on a friday I will do hauls so like my TideBuy and YesStyle hauls 
and when the secret project I'm working on is finished that will go up on a saturday as well 

I am also writing a book and its not gonna be a proper book like its not gonna be published or anything but I wanted to write a book in my spare time I did this a few years ago I wrote a horror book called 'the thing' and read it to my classmates but if you guys want me to publish my new one when its finished here then maybe I will.

so thats it for now guys there is just some things that will be going on and I thought you should know 

stay kawaii guys byeeeeee :3
-Nannerz 

January Faves

Okay so welcome to my first monthly favourites and before I get started I want to say sorry for not uploading anything on wednesday but I was really busy :P


1 Tokyo Mew mew (anime)

so this was actually the first anime I started watching (other than pokemon) and I hadn't watched it since I was like eight but I found out the name and started watching episodes on youtube again and I just had such a fun time watching it again and remembering some stuff 


2 Hozier, take me to church (Music) 
I didn't actually like this song for a while but it would come up in adverts (commercials) so much that \i had to listen to the full song and now that I have I can't stop listening to it! 

3. Cows VS Aliens (app)
so this is basically an app where you have to push all the cows into the barn but not let aliens in and yeah its just fun to play XD




4 K-pop 
so I have only recently gotten into listening to korean music in this month but I have just fallen for it (especially Lee Hi) I haven't tried any Japanese music yet but I might try soon so if any of you know any japanese music that you think I should listen too or any Korean music then leave a comment :D



5.Popular - a memoir (book) 

So I got this book from my cousin for Christmas and I was a sceptical about reading this book but once I did I really enjoyed it. It's based on a true story of a girl who after reading a 1950's guide to popularity begins a social experiment and writes in her diary her own guide to popularity.

So there you go they are just a few things I enjoyed in the month of January and yeah 

Stay kawaii guys byeeeeee :3
-Nannerz 



   

I have flaws.. but I'm the only one

So this post is a little bit more personal and a little bit more difficult for me to be talking about. I might not even post this  so if anything in this post doesn't make sense I'm sorry but I'm trying so here we go.
I'm generally a happy person but things in the past year have kinda changed about my life and I'm not saying I'm not happy because that would be a lie because I am happy with my life, family and friends its just... I kinda mentioned this in my random facts post saying that I was a confusing person and didn't go in any deeper but basicly I don't really know what personality is and that is changing me because there is the me that I am around my friends and THAT me is the one I want to be but around my parents I act a little more serious and more my age and then when I'm by myself I'm the typical mopey teeanger. and its when I'm by myself I think about my life more and the deeper the more I  just want to curl into a ball and cry (I don't know why I just do) but not really knowing who I am is messing with my head  and I just push those feelings down and that causes me to just randomly feel like crying or I will blank my friends for a minute or so until one says "are you okay" and I'll say I'm fine.Nothing felt right this year like it would be 12:00pm and I would it was 8:00pm and every day just felt the same and I thought I was the only person in the world feeling like this, feeling like I was three different people and I hated it. I didn't like to think about it or talk about it to anyone until one of my best guy friends asked me If I could talk to him. He said that he was going through some stuff and wanted to talk to since i was older than him and he thought I would be the best person to talk to. He told me that he was going through a similar thing i was and I felt as if a HUGE weight had been taken off my shoulder I wasn't the only one who felt this way so we talked and it felt good to talk about. 
I just wanted you guys to know that no matter how happy the person seems they might just have something they are hiding and no matter how perfect the person might seem they do have some flaws we all do its human nature.....
Okay I know this post was a bit more serious but I wanted more people to know cus some of you guys might have gone or are going through a time like I have  and to be honest I'm still not completely over it but I'm getting there
Stay Kawaii guys Byeeeee 
-Nannerz :3

THANK YOU GUYS

I'm making this because I recently looked at the stats of my blog and saw I had a kinda sorta  worldwide audience and that for me is INSANE I haven't had this blog for even a month yet and I already have this response. To be honest when I started this blog I thought that it would be only my friends reading it and maybe a couple of other people but I guess I was wrong. :3
This blog is just to say Thank you to you guys the people who keep coming back to read my blogs. the reason that this means so much to me is because I kinda have social anxiety, I know that your probably thinking "Oh just ANOTHER person claiming to have anxiety" and yeah I've never been tested but I show the symptoms. If I am home alone and the phone rings or someone knocks on the door I don't answer it because I'm too scared to but then I feel like it could've been important  but I push it back and say to myself "If its important they will leave a message so its fine" I'm INCREDIBLY  shy before you get to know me I hate having to go find someone  or do something in a public place because I'm scared of asking people and I don't want to lost. So I was terrified of doing ANYTHING online I wouldn't comment on a video or post because I felt like people would just attack me and if I did leave a comment I would immediately delete it because I was terrified. Heck I even read through each blog post to make sure I have made no typos or I made all my i's capital because I feel like people will gang up on me if I do. but this year I have been trying to get over it so I joined a few social media sites and started this blog. So to have people who aren't my friends read my blog is big for me So..
SHOUT OUT TO..
the people who read my blog in..
THE UK
THE U.S
 UKRAINE
FRANCE
VENEZUELA
INDIA 
YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING :D
but seriously guys thank you and I see you next time
Stay Kawaii guys byeeeeee
-Nannerz :3

Yesstyle.

So I thought I would make another Asian Fashion haul thing like my Tidebuy post. So this time I'm gonna show you some things from another site I like called Yesstyle it's a little more expensive than Tidebuy but its still great 
 so here you go ENJOY :D 



JAPAN STYLE:
black japan tee £7.34
Kitty hoodie £46.13 

(expensive) leather hoodie £78.47
Hidden wedge studded trainers £11.52

Canvas kawaii print shoes £17.37
cute cat tights £4.57
Demin flip jeans £14.79
mustache backpack £20.73
KOREAN STYLE:

Last stop backpack  £29.05

Good morning jumper £11.82

grey mustache tee and black suspender skirt £12.62


Black and white meow shirt £9.45




Black canvas lace shoes  £11.85

purple and blue lace shoes £22.51


high waist dark demin jeans £17.90



So ther you go if yoou guys want to check this is out its http://www.yesstyle.com/en/women.html
Stay Kawaii guys byyeeeee 
-Nannerz :3 

My fave Japanese/Korean Things

So if you've read all my blogs,by now you should know that I love all things Japanese and Korean so I thought I would list some  Japanese/Korean things I'm loving right now 



1.K-pop, Lee HI. it's over

Lee Hi is my fave k-pop singer and I'm loving the song "It's Over" because the beat is kinda jazzy and the music video is so KAWAII 

2. Kimmidolls, Japanese spirit dolls 

Kimmidolls are japanese spirit dolls that are based on Kokeshi dolls 

 each Kimmidoll is different and the come with what there personality is and what is means 

 The card >>>>>>>>> 
It is for Yuna (the big one in the pic) its says
Yuna-Calm, My spirit is serene and still. 
and some other stuff 








3. Pocky. Japanese Snack 

This stuff tastes SO good basically Pocky is  chocolate-coated biscuit sticks. you can get them in  chocolate, green tea, honey,banana, cookies and cream,coconut, strawberry and almond flavors  you can also get Dessert Pocky which  features Pocky sticks covered in a generous helping of cream. These flavors include: Double Chocolate, Tiramisu, Chocolate Banana, Marron White, Chestnut, Strawberry Shortcake, and orange.




4. Lucky Cats 

Okay yes I know that lucky cats are Chinese  but I
like them and wanted to put them in here. I have one of these (The picture) and I just love them I think they are so cute so yeah

5. Korean Beauty 

Tony Moly red apple honey hand cream

I love this because its cute and I like the smell 

my hands can get quite dry and I like to use this 

6.Japanese Fashion 

Cute cat print tights. Japanese garden trainers 

7.Korean Fashion 

Floral Korean style high tops  

jumper/shirt 
8.Rilakkuma and Korliakkuma 

I can not describe how much I love rilakkuma and korilakkuma THEY ARE THE BEST AND SO KAWAII 


So there you guys go 
Stay Kawaii Guys byeeee 
-Nannerz :3

Missing people

Okay guys yes I know I already posted today but I thought I would do this now 
So some stuff happened between me and one of my best friends Rachel but thats all sorted and it was no ones fault. But thats not what this post it about. When this thing happened I needed someone to talk to someone I trusted enough and I thought about my bestest friend Lili ( I mentioned her in the 100 questions no one asks post) and yeah i could've called her or something but I wanted to talk to her face to and I then suddenly realised how much I miss her (we are not in the same school so I don't see her very often) and I also thought about my other best friend Caitlyn but she lives in England so I don't see her much as well. I thought about how much I missed them both. Then my brain went fuzzy and I got kinda panicky  I started to think how I'm a year older than Lili so when I'm finished High school she will still be in it, and what if we didn't go to same college or Uni I didn't want to stop talking to her. I also thought about how cus Caitlyn lives in England what happens if we lose touch I thought about this because I knew caitlyn when I was about six but then she went back to england and no one ever told us when she was coming back to visit so we lost touch. But I met her again when I went to Lili's house and she was there (YAY). But long story short I got kinda upset so I messaged Rachel and talked to her about the thing that happened at school but didn't tell her about what I was thinking about my other friends but I'm making this blog to say to ALL of my friends 
Lili,Caitlyn,Rachel,Grace,Becca,Niamh and Everyone else that no matter where we all end up and even if some of us go across the world and we do lose touch I don't want to ever stop being your friend and I don't want u to stop being mine. 
:-) 
Sorry that this post was a little more serious guys but I want to get the message out that losing a friend is horrible and I promise the next post will be a little more cheerful
Stay Kawaii guys Byeeee :3
-Nannerz 

My sketchbooks Book 1

So I thought I would show you guys some of my drawing so I'm gonna go through my five sketchbooks. And yes I have five sketchbooks, don't judge 
I'm gonna do five posts like this so this is: 


Book 1 
So these pics are from when I first started getting good at drawing so some of these aren't the greatest 

sketchbook cover

 
 

So theres all the drawings out of my first sketchbook and some off them are pretty recent so I  hoped you liked them and I will post more soon, If you have any request for things you want me to draw send them here thisisnannerz@gmail.com
Stay Kawaii guys byeeeee :3
-Nannerz