Missing people

Okay guys yes I know I already posted today but I thought I would do this now 
So some stuff happened between me and one of my best friends Rachel but thats all sorted and it was no ones fault. But thats not what this post it about. When this thing happened I needed someone to talk to someone I trusted enough and I thought about my bestest friend Lili ( I mentioned her in the 100 questions no one asks post) and yeah i could've called her or something but I wanted to talk to her face to and I then suddenly realised how much I miss her (we are not in the same school so I don't see her very often) and I also thought about my other best friend Caitlyn but she lives in England so I don't see her much as well. I thought about how much I missed them both. Then my brain went fuzzy and I got kinda panicky  I started to think how I'm a year older than Lili so when I'm finished High school she will still be in it, and what if we didn't go to same college or Uni I didn't want to stop talking to her. I also thought about how cus Caitlyn lives in England what happens if we lose touch I thought about this because I knew caitlyn when I was about six but then she went back to england and no one ever told us when she was coming back to visit so we lost touch. But I met her again when I went to Lili's house and she was there (YAY). But long story short I got kinda upset so I messaged Rachel and talked to her about the thing that happened at school but didn't tell her about what I was thinking about my other friends but I'm making this blog to say to ALL of my friends 
Lili,Caitlyn,Rachel,Grace,Becca,Niamh and Everyone else that no matter where we all end up and even if some of us go across the world and we do lose touch I don't want to ever stop being your friend and I don't want u to stop being mine. 
:-) 
Sorry that this post was a little more serious guys but I want to get the message out that losing a friend is horrible and I promise the next post will be a little more cheerful
Stay Kawaii guys Byeeee :3
-Nannerz